This year, Halloween, seemed like not a big deal to me at all. I didn't dress up at school. I didn't even know what i wanted to be. All around me during the day i saw cute little kids in the cutest outfits. They looked so adorable. It reminded me when i was younger, i would dress up and go trick-or-treating with my brother or my dad. Then i would come home and have all this candy and I would separate it out by brand. I miss that. I miss those times.
It seems to me that time is going by way too fast. I am in my senior year of high school. How did this happen? I remember being young all those years ago... wait I am still young. Yet its so weird how we age, and time just wraps around us like bubble wrap. My own dad is 60 years old. To me he seems like he is the same dad that i had when i was younger, but we are all getting older.
This year... Senior Year will be my last year of high school, then i will be moving on to college, where i will get a degree for what i want to become for the rest of my life. There is a lot on me. But this is the last year i am with my friends, we will (most likely) all be going to different school. I have known these people for 4 years, and i guess it is onto a new bunch of people for 4 more years. But everyday i can say this is my last blank of high school. because really i wont experience any of this again. This is all over in a blink of an eye. Each moment is gone so quickly.
I look at my cousins, one is a freshman in high school and the other is in 7th grade. I still see them as my little cousins. But the one who is a freshman asked a girl to homecoming. I think it is incredibly cute. But also it is hard to believe that he is getting to be a actual teenager. It is a small realization that is hard to take. I think that everyone around me will always be the same age, but no we are all aging daily from experiences we take, to moments where we just sit down and take time to ourselves.
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