Change into the Abyss?

Change is all around us.

It lingers in the air, something new is happening.

It lingers in our minds, hiding, waiting

It lingers in our eyes. We see the new and we see the old. It is all around us

In lingers on the crest of our ears. We hear crackles of new ideas, new places, new inconceivable things

We do not realize how much change happens.

You are just a kid then instantly you are something different something older.

Moving away from home, moving away from all you know into change

Into something that you don't know about. Into the abyss.

Change happens instantly. A flip of a coin.

It is present, then it is gone, a blink of an eye.

Perfection

Perfection

We can not all be perfect

Day to day we all make mistakes

People might get hurt from these mistakes

But it is not our fault

Things just happen

Why cant we just accept that no one is perfect

No one is better than someone else

We all make mistakes

We aren't perfect

We should accept this

They should accept this

If we do not live up to standards

It is not our fault

We can't control your standard

We can barely control ourselves.

We are never Perfect

And never will be

a little high

Shopping
when i buy something new i get a little high
i have something i look pretty in
i have something that people be like "oh she looks good"
clothing is my confident boost.
if someone is like "that dress is hot"
i will wear it again and again
i will wear it out
as long as i have that feeling that i am wanted
that what i wear matters in some way
that i can change for the better what people think of me

Sure this mentality is not good when one is depressed
A year ago, i had this little hobby:
I would buy things on ebay. I would never go past 5 dollars unless it was something important. Or at least if i thought was.
I bought in excess, lots of useless bracelets, necklaces and rings
i even bought a light company once, thinking i was just buying a light
Still i love going into a store and finding that cute little dress that i look amazing in.
Those boots that give my legs a hotter shape
that shirt that makes my cleavage look good
those jeans that make my ass look hotter than usual