clear the air

I came upon something in my youtube subscriptions. It was my ex's father posting something of my ex. A swim meet or something. That just reminded me that my ex's mother was a photographer. I wanted to check her website to see if the pictures of me were still on her main site. I go to the teen section and there i am. Five pictures of myself staring back into that camera. This made me think that i needed to do something. I needed to write an email. Just saying that i hope you all achieve your dreams and just live your life how you want it. I wanted to open up the air. and Free it. I wanted there not to be this bad block between us. I want us to be just neutral. or as neutral as we can be.